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Postcards from the edge!! (Expressing an undying love)…

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  •  I am head over heels in love with you, Gabriel.  You are an incredible man for so many reasons.  Barely a moment goes by that I don’t think of you and just have to smile.  Whether it’s remembering the feel of your hands, the touch of your kiss or just looking into your eyes – I have to pause and just relish this love that I have for you.
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  • I am enraptured, enamored, give it a name, that’s me.  I look forward to every minute we will spend together.I’ve had 3 serious relationships in my life – I don’t fall in love easily or hastily. With u, its as natural as breathing.Kisses, my angel gabriel   

  • just wanted to drop you a line and tell you i love you 🙂 i can’t stop thinking about you, gabriel.  whether it’s sitting here, wishing you were here, seeing a couple on tv and wondering how we compare or just thinking about how great you are.  it’s always you.
  • It’s so rare to find in someone – at least rare in the men I’ve known or met in the last few years.  You never cease to amaze or astound me.
  • Loving you soooo much Gabriel – can’t wait to have you only inches, if that, away from me tonight.
  • I agree with you – I feel like yes, I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but I don’t feel pressured or like this is going too fast because I know we aren’t moving too fast – it’s not like you’re moving in or we’re getting married next month – so in the physical world, we’re progressing as we should, but in the emotional world, we’re already married LOL  🙂 
     
     
     


     

    • Gabriel – as I’m catching up on work and getting files sent, I have to pause because I need to get this all down and sent to you while it’s fresh in my head.
     
    I have fallen madly and deeply in love with you.  It’s the most natural feeling I have ever felt.  I can’t imagine going a day without hearing from you – I want you as a part of my life.  You are amazing – you are driven, focused and have put no limitations on the level of success you can achieve.
     
    that being said – the idea of a relationship also sort of still terrifies me – i am terrified that I won’t keep a level head. That I’ll enter into something that will develop into something that’s unhealthy – and I don’t mean to imply that you’re going to turn into an asshole, I just mean that I don’t want to lose myself, my identity, as I did with. It’s just an inate fear that I have.  But I love you – I want to be with you and know that at any moment of any given day, I can smile and say to myself “Gabriel loves me.”a text could never be long enough to convey how i’m feeling right now. 

     

    •  i am blissfully happy, gabriel.  you render me speechless when you speak to me

When you begin receiving emails such as these after only a few weeks of dating someone, a light  should go off in your head as to the current pace of things. Of course when you believe that you have found true love you won’t necessarily question such things… I didn’t!……. Mistake number one.

In retrospect, there was a pattern developing here that I overlooked due to my inherent lack of overanalyzing things, especially when it comes to romance. I just let what is…….be what is. These were fears. Being expressed over and over. Insecurity issues were obvious at this point and I couldn’t do enough to comfort her. She was overwhelmed by her feelings and needed constant reassurance that I would not ‘boink’ my secretary after I get a job in my field, after I graduate from college, which,by the way I am into only my second semester of 5…..WOW!!

Subsequently, we are no longer together . This is with great regret and as I sit here contemplating the past couple of months, it was wonderful. Or so, at least it appeared.  After having had us charted a few times with her astrologist to make absolutely certain that we were perfect for each other, she continued her constant analysis by comparing us to the couples on e-harmony commercials and logging my schedule into access on her notebook along with seeking advisement about us with all of her perennially ‘single’ gf’s. Gents, if she offers you a key to her house 3 weeks into seeing each other……………….RUN!!!

 

  
 

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